burnt out ash 420 man

Last nite, we elected to attempt exacerbation of VADIS without Viagra. It wasn't nearly as intense as the real thing, the nite before -- yet Bumble Bee Girl has me worried: the constant fantasies, which in their own right aren't necessarily harmful; instead it's the intent to act them out. I want her to desist until after we've been thru all our therapy. I do not want her to ruin our few remaining friendships.

Yesterday, we attended the Layout, where I pigged down 2 donuts, not realizing that they wouldn't serve lunch until 2:00. We went to the bank afterwards for grocery money, then picked up a couple movies at Creative Leisure. We had leftover No-Bake for supper, then the worst, most dreaded cleaning chore for both of us: Ula-tek's cage. Afterwards, we watched the 2nd movie, which I fell asleep in the middle of: 4 Seroquel the nite before, minus Abilify, equalled a semi-sleepless nite: up at 4:20, plan on returning to bed again in a bit.

If I am going to awaken late nite/early morning this way, I should find something more constructive than Ho or No.